Thanks for your honesty. Probably not having the vaccine is not that dangerous for you but most of the information in your post is completely irrelevant to the decision.

Why do you care of politician X does this or company Y that? How many people do you know who have had it and how many experienced problems? This gives you a rough ball park of facts (verifiable by yourself) that tell you if you are likely to have any issues.

Basically, you are a rebel - and thats fine - don't mix it up with the value of the vaccine.